*Busy Week Again

So many things happened in the past few days - I got no time to update this blog. A few misunderstanding here and there, personal obligations, and other mind-boggling things. 2008 has been challenging but at the same time enjoyable - a lot of lessons learned indeed.

I'm so thankful with my love - he's the only thing that keeps me sane.

I love you baby - it wont be long now.

It's Monday Again

Another weekend has past - I must say that this past Saturday and Sunday was the best so far. I've had the time of my life spending hours with my love online and meeting few of his loved ones as well. I was in good company.

I am so thankful to have him in my life now. This week we are still hoping for some good news - we are still strong and positive about the possibilities that might come up for us. This week will be a busy one for the both us. Nearing Week 10.

I love you baby xxx

Secure Connection

Been using a KVM switch to secure our wireless internet connection at home up in the north. Apparently some unauthorized persons in the neighborhood are using up our internet connection for free making the connection slow for our use. I've experienced that when I first came home to use the internet and it took me hours just to authorize my notebook. Some things in life are not free indeed.

What A Busy Week

The clients are coming over from different parts of the world in the office and I must say I've never seen so many busy co-workers in my life - all in the same week - and that includes me. It was busy but not toxic - as a matter of fact its been fun.

Chocolates are one of the reasons why its been cool at work this week - everyone needs a sugar rush.

As for the past few days there were some people at work who made me a bit irritated (but not in my team). Since I got myself in this wonderful relationship with my love, there were some not-so-close people who would think things differently. Well, its normal and all I did was just shrug it off my shoulders and don't think about it. But last Wednesday it was different - it set me off in a bad bad mood. I know myself better b*tches.

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Hey baby, my apologies last Wednesday (I know you said its okay - just had to say this again LOL). The things you have said to me that night through text is the most wonderful thing you have said to me in days - it made me cry and made me drink a bottle of beer. LOL. I must say I am at my happiest state everytime I'm with you.

From all the love, hard work, and acceptance you gave me these past few weeks since you left- I am lost for words to say what I feel, I'm just thankful and will always be thankful. I love you so much baby.

Soon we will be together - and definitely we will catch up!

Here's a video for you. *kisses:




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Staying Positive

This coming week will become by far the most blurred one this year. So blurry you won't see a single clue of what's going to happen next. I am waiting for good news. I can feel it - it will happen.

As the wheel turns in motion, we'll see what happens next. Whatever the outcome is I am prepared. Only God knows what I want right now - and this is something good for us.

The positive signs are everywhere - but still unsure where it will lead us to. Fingers-crossed still.

Weekend Thought

Whenever I miss my love, I just think of the good memories we shared and then plan some things in mind the next time we see each other. And if I have the time I share these thoughts to him over the phone or videocall. Just phoned him minutes ago and I am TERRIBLY missing him. I almost cried. Still have no idea when he's coming back. We are hoping for more good news soon - hopefully this coming week.

One of the things I thought of doing while on a weekend is to go on a hike. When that happens, I'll make sure I wear some trusty pair of Merrell shoes.

The Week 7 Weekend

Been missing my love so much lately and I can tell this is normal in a long-distance relationship. These things will make us strong. Absence makes the heart go fonder.

My baby will be going to Northern Pride 2008 this weekend (and he didn't know about where his friends are taking him until I made a call - because of what I checked in Google about the latest happenings in Newcastle). I may appear as a stalker here but what can I do? I have nothing to do in my desk at the moment so I made an innocent research myself. We laughed over the phone when he found out, and that I knew so much more than himself.

I'm the only gay in the village who hasn't been to one single gay pride event. I'm a loser in this gay world.

Anyway, minutes from now I might be going out somewhere with a good friend and spend a day at home till my baby comes back on Sunday.

Can't wait to see his sexy new haircut.

I miss you still - but I know it won't be long.

I love you.

Missing You Terribly - But Stronger Now

Week 8 is about to end - and soon we'll see each other but we don't know just yet. It is quite hard but challenging to do all things to keep the love alive. So far, so good and getting better.

I had a few days of my "moments" and my love can see that on our video calls especially last night. All he did was to cheer me up. I guess he is the stronger one between us - and he made me so happy still.

I love him so much and I am telling the universe how much I value him.

I can feel it baby. Soon we will be together one of these days.

PS - Hope you get my little present soon.

Philippines' bet to Miss Universe 2008: "Good Luck"

I was cringing to death when I saw Jennifer Barrientos' video interview in the Miss Universe 2008 website. She sounded a bit stupid trying to create this American accent while talking in front of the camera. She stutters. Local news says she's confident to get the crown. Well I'd say with all honesty (with what your interview turned out in this video): a bunch of luck!

I'd still support you, you're our representative this year. Your English here is way better than Janina's. I suggest you don't feel any pressure during the event, or else you might fall asleep!

Video of Miss Philippines for Miss Universe 2008:

Dreaming of Vegas

Sometimes I see myself hanging around a lot of filthy rich people playing in a first class casino - spending money like eternity or walking around a bright-lighted city at night, having one of those Vegas vacations. Well, whenever I think of Vegas, CSI always pops in my mind. I'd love to become a CSI someday - be in the heart of this bright yet mysterious city working to solve crimes.

The Man is now a Mom

Thomas Beatie, the pregnant man who conceived a child after a gender-reassignment operation has apparently given birth to a healthy baby girl. He has made a lot of stir on news around the globe. He is in fact a Filipino (should I say Filipina) by heart. I'd say "kudos" for Thomas taking the risk and living up the dream of becoming biologically-connected to his first daughter, despite the harsh reaction from a lot of people.

CNN report about Thomas Beatie's pregnancy:

Need of Webhosting Service

We've been getting our webhosting service from a crappy web hosting site somewhere in the US. Now that our 3-year term has expired, we are now looking for a new and easy to use service.

I stumbled upon webhostinggeeks.com and seen some useful information if you are "window-shopping" for the best service. I find it useful as the best of the best in webhosting are ranked per user votes.

I suggest you try this one first if you are in search of a better web hosting service with better deals. Browse the site and look for what suits your budget and your needs.

Saturday Night at Week 6

I do hope my love went home safely last night. Apparently, two of his officemates got booted out of the office so they had a night out with other co-workers. I had a long Friday at work but I don't care - I am happy in life anyway and I won't care much about the people whose slowly making my life hell.

Will post something better.

The Notebook

Been using my sister's notebook computer now for 3 weeks and I must say this once crappy laptop of hers has become the fastest working Acer laptop I've ever seen (I prefer my trusty Compaq - but now I don't know). Before I got this one, there are some unwanted files and programs that makes it slow - you can't even use it on video calls.

With the help of my two computer geek friends from UK - this notebook has become a wonder.

Missing the Gym

Missing the feel of free weight dumbells in my palms and the feel of weight benches on my back. Its been 3 months since my visits to the gym have become irregular. The only thing that keeps me fit these days is regular sleep, walking, and I must say work-related stress has helped me shed pounds - and some few muscles.